If course is not bad, I mean, your job is to use the tools to create solutions, not memorizing them, with practice you won't need to consult google or the docs so much (lies, you always have to) There's not a single person in the world that can just program something outside their "comfort zone" (say you're a js backend developer, but you have to go and do a spa with react) without having to look a the docs. C'mon