I read till the end because I have no life 😂. Nice to hear your thoughts. I can relate to a lot of things. Like I'm afraid AWS will cost money so I've had a mental block about it for a while. I think u are in the process of getting more and more independent. I'm sure u'll grow a lot through those exp. About the audio and video, u are being too harsh on yourself, the quality was good enough for me not to notice. Of course it can be better but don't let perfection stop u from posting more. I really like how Garyvee says "perfection is insecurity in disguise". Oh and good luck with Tweeker 😁✨✨!!

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The post was a lot, but as I read on I just had to get to the end 😁.

As for your first goal, I say use what you have at least that what I do. All my videos audio on YT were recorded on my phone. No mic at all.
Well, with time we'll get better at editing and making great videos ✌.

As for your second goal, I like the fact that you ask yourself questions and also encouraged yourself too 🙂.

I'm also dependent on my parent and I don't have a means of getting money yet. So if I was in your position I'll also be very scared not to mismanage money. So I can't give any feedback on this topic...

But you've got what you put your mind to do 👍.

P.S Pls do keep sharing your thoughts like this because it's very motivating and I learn something new each time 😊.