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Subrata, your blog showcases your technical expertise and your ability to convey complex ideas in a structured and engaging way. It’s clear that you’re committed to your profession. Yet, reading this, I can’t help but think about our own communication or rather, the lack of reciprocal conversation. While you excel in writing and sharing your technical knowledge, our personal communication has always felt one-sided and confusing. You expressed interest in a relationship with me, then led us both out of school and into mental health, yet to rush into marrying someone else. Later, you called me, crying, admitting a licentious lifestyle and regretting that marriage, saying you could still get a divorce, only to disappear again. Recently, you reached out again, but didn’t read or respond to my messages again. There have been so many moments where I wanted nothing more than to share my thoughts and feelings with you, but you never gave me the chance. It’s painful to witness such articulate expression in writing, yet feel so unheard in our personal interactions. I hope one day, you find the courage to listen as well as you write. If you're ready for a conversation, you know where to find me.
Hi Subrata, your blog showcases your technical expertise and your ability to convey complex ideas in a structured and engaging way. It’s clear that you’re committed to your profession. Yet, reading this, I can’t help but think about our own communication or rather, the lack of reciprocal conversation. While you excel in writing and sharing your technical knowledge, our personal communication has always felt one-sided and confusing. You expressed interest in a relationship with me, then led us both out of school and into mental health, yet to rush into marrying someone. Later, you called me, crying, admitting a licentious lifestyle and regretting that marriage, saying you could still get a divorce, only to disappear again. Recently, you reached out again, but didn’t read or respond to my messages again. There have been so many moments where I wanted nothing more than to share my thoughts and feelings with you, but you never gave me the chance. It’s painful to witness such articulate expression in writing, yet feel so unheard in our personal interactions. I hope one day, you find the courage to listen as well as you write. If you're ready for a conversation, you know where to find me.