Hi! I'm a mid-levelish JS/fullstack/database dev in Seattle, along with many many othe things (I consider myself a mathematician and I specialize in graph theory, love functional programming and Haskell, love PLC). I was hear a while ago and loved the concept but my most recent jobsearch ended up taking too much of my time. However, I realized that my current job is terrible for me - just a 180 degree difference in less than a day. So I'll probably short be asking for advice on that.... I'm at a loss as to what I should do as this is a real crossroads in my young life. Oh, I should mention, I have had bad experiences with both a startup and a very large tech company in the area I live - they didn't start out selling books if that helps. Makes a career in this industry seem impossible even though I have the skllls, education, motivation, and passion to create software I'm proud of. Because of this I have no trust in any company no matter what they spout about diversity and inclusion or something. I also struggle with attention disorder, depression and anxiety from a mild to moderately extreme degree in addition to having nerve pain from cancer surgery on my neck when I was 15. Unfortunately this means that most "diversity" and similar culture groups will exclude me, which has led to my current desparation. additionally, I'm really really damn sick of having to use windows and the entire office suite every day as well as being a second class employee. interns get more perks and access/priveleges for code summer camp than I do for singlehandedly fixing, maintaining, and building a piece of software that a yearly internal company prestige event runs on. love seeing ae headline or something and find the reference to it in the article and get stupid angry over the hipocrisy