Oh you mean 'what do I want to be when I'm all grow'd-up??'
There's an old joke that comes from an indie movie about a Northern Ontario psychopath.
'If you are from Northern Ontario you are either a Hockey Player or a serial killer.. And I have weak ankles'
but seriously... I have an engineering background.. but before Uni I was more well rounded and did music and reading and drama and all kinds of other junk
And I've been a few things too: DJ, electronics tech, tree planter, groundskeeper, minimum wage-slave.
And volunteered; tutoring LDHD kids, 'green' type orgs (doing recycling assessments), non-confrontational mediator..
What I really wanted to be was a writer, and make indie movies.
So maybe one day fingers crossed
In the mean time, I find solving problems (and coding) relaxes my mind into that kind of zone-like zen state.
I don't ever expect to be good at it.. but will keep at it cause it's sometimes fun too